Ugggghhhh i dnt no wat 2 do!! plz help!!?

ok i no this is really lame [& pathetic] but iv kinda liked this guy since 4evr & i havent exactly gotten ovr him. we broke up a long time ago but im startin 2 think that i really luv this guy & i dnt no wat 2 do. i fell 4 em really hard & i no it was a mistake cuz hes not exactly the perfect guy but i think i honestly & seriously fell in luv. i no this is really [extremely lame] but i really need sum advice w/ this cuz im sure theres ppl out there who have been thro the same thing....